I've been studying intensively for a professional exam for the past six weeks, and due to schedule demands I have scrapped my yoga schedule completely. Boy is that a mistake.
The first thing to go was serenity. Studying yoga 2-4 times a week does not make me entirely serene by a long shot. But it does make coworkers less annoying. It makes me see the potential in humanity instead of its blinding flaws. It makes the news in the paper seem less bad, and it changes my focus to understand people with more compassion.
That last one is important for living in New York.
The second thing to go was untroubled sleep. Yoga focuses on rhythms of life, waking, working, ending. Every practice has a cycle of generating heat, cooling, restoring, and resting. Without these ebs and flows, my own cycles are engineered by chaos. Caffeine, work, and all-nighters that go on til I drop are the driving forces. And the quality of my study time has decreased. My mind wanders, I am bored, I find myself drifting from the schedule and missing benchmarks.
#3 surprised me. Just 1.5 months after discontinuing my yoga schedule, my body feels terrible. I have aches and pains in my back. I can feel tightness resulting from lazy posture. Both of my wrists are stiff and one of them has developed a cyst near the joint. Suddenly I'm having symptoms of carpal tunnel and tennis elbow with no increase in handwriting or computer use. Frankly I feel like I've aged 10 years.
The worst part is that I have not accomplished the goal that I wanted to with this temporary regimen change: I am more tired, more moody, and feel more restricted by my physical body then ever before.
I now realize the importance of finding your own rhythm and sticking to it. I used to think that practicing 4 times a week, while working full time and studying was out of the question. I am now definitely considering committing to that schedule permanently.
The exam is December 3rd...I think I will sign up for a class that afternoon.